iisben

Boom de ah da

2011-01-03T20:27:00.001+08:00

This never gets old. So catchy. gosh...

Boom De ah da, Boom de ah da

2010-12-19T04:21:00.003+08:00

2010 is ending.

One important thing i learnt this year:

i'm always early. Even when i am late, i am early.

I spend most of this year waiting.
Waiting for people to appear.
Waiting for things to happen.
Waiting to book out.
Waiting for people to read between the lines.
Waiting for people to do the right things.
Its really really REALLY tiring.
Enough is Enough. No more Waiting.

Appear only when i am needed.

6 more months before i fly away.
5 more months before i stop wearing green.

Regrets
1.
I had the worse 22nd birthday ever.
My friends didn't show up.
Everyone was busy with army and the ones who were free didn't even wanna bother to show up.
I guess i put my faith n the wrong people sometimes.

2.
9 months wasted on the most pointless wild goose chase ever.
I have to move on.
No point moping around.
I realized i have nth to say to you anymore.
I don't care enough to say anything anymore.
This isn't the first time you did things that i obviously won't like.
1st time, i close one eye. 2nd i forgive. 3rd, i am not an idiot.
If you never had any intention, then you shouldn't have lead on.

3.
My English is getting from bad to worse.
I dunno why i can't seem to speak properly anymore.
My hearing also doesn't seem so sharp anymore.

4.
Spending so much cash
Self explanatory.
Too much clubbing.
Too many movies.
Too many gifts.
Too many cab rides.
Too much good food.

But for my true friends, i will do it all again in a heartbeat.:)

Accomplishments
1.
Survived
i. A base plate bouncing off my foot without a scratch.
ii. Falling off a transporter with only an overnight stay an e medical center.
iii. training at 30sce
iv. 2 weeks in Saiyok

2.
Getting
i. Class 3,4,5 Military Driving license
ii. Getting a place in RMIT university
iii. My first Pull Up! I thought i would never be able to do one. now i can do 4.
iv. the feeling like army daze are almost over. =)
v. Reconnecting with friends like Anne, Huiwen, Hito and Gwen

this is my 444th post.
I have been noticing that 444 have been appearing a lot in my life lately.
I always look at e time at 4:44am and 4:44pm.
I noticed my harddisk had 444mb left in it.

I have also been noticing alot of 1:11am and 1:11pm also 11:11am/pm lately.

Just plain weird.

ANYWAYS! 2011, here i come.
Please don't let me down!

2010-11-28T03:07:00.001+08:00

i would have stayed if you asked me to.

2010-11-15T03:19:00.001+08:00

i need to move on, i need to move on, i need to move on...

why can't i ever just seem to cross that line with you?

"When You're Looking Like That"

2010-05-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

"When You're Looking Like That"

She's a 5 foot 10 in catsuit and bambi eyes
Everybody's who's staring wouldn't believe that this girl was mine
I should have know I was wrong
When I left her for a life in pity
But they say you never miss the water until it's gone

Guess I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight

[Chorus:]
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that?
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that?

She's all dressed up for glamour and rock and roll
Wanna squeeze her real tight get out of this place
If only I could take control

But she is out of my reach forever
And just a week ago she lied next to me
It's so ironic how I had to lose just
To see that I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight

[Chorus]

I don't wanna forget you
I don't even wanna try
How am I supposed to walk on by when you're looking like that?

[Chorus x3]

2010-04-10T11:43:00.000+08:00

did this quiz from zoe's blog:
http://www.ipersonic.com/type/DT.html

Dynamic Thinkers are confident and independent persons. They radiate enthusiasm and energy. Dynamic Thinkers pursue their objectives actively and energetically. They love nothing better than new challenges. This type is the born leader, competent, energetic and responsible. They have a sharp eye for errors and can criticise without mercy if they see the success of a project endangered. They are completely unconcerned as to whether they alienate anyone in the process. But they are always open to objective arguments; they love discussions, they are very gifted rhetorically and they are good at convincing and enthusing others.

As they are very sociable, Dynamic Thinkers like to have a lot of friends around them, preferably those with whom they can share their interests and discuss all sorts of subjects. They are very direct but never in an underhand or scheming manner. If you can bear being spoken to frankly, you have in them a loyal and unwavering advisor as friend. Everything new and unknown stimulates Dynamic Thinkers and awakens their curiosity. However, rules, routine and traditional things arouse their resistance. If something does not go the way they want it to, they can react rather pigheadedly and obstinately.

Dynamic Thinkers expect a great deal of themselves and of others. Whoever does not fit in with their scheme of things does not have it easy. They sometimes appear to be rather severe due to their frankness. Partners and family also find it difficult to satisfy Dynamic Thinkers. They know exactly what they want and compromising is inconceivable to them. Whoever has an Dynamic Thinker as partner should have a strong personality and have a great deal of independence and sufficient self-confidence in order to give this dominating type some opposition. Normally, for Dynamic Thinkers, a partnership only takes second place after their profession. But they like to have someone at their side who is a match for them intellectually, with whom they can pursue mutual objectives and have interesting discussions all night long; preferably factual discussions - sentimentalism and romance are not their thing.

2010-01-24T04:41:00.001+08:00

gosh. i hate booking in.
One and a half years to go.
wee-.-

Geogre Carlin

2008-10-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h67k9eEw9AY

Vote Ackerman

2008-10-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

VOTE ACKERMAN
IF YOU WANT TO LIVE!

RA3 MSN LIVE DISPLAY PICTURES!

2008-10-19T22:21:00.009+08:00

EA did a good job, right?

2008-10-09T23:42:00.001+08:00

Someone must have been damn free to have been reading my blog in school.

Computer Spoiled

2008-10-02T15:00:00.002+08:00

Com Spoiled. Shall be uncontactable in msn for the next few days.
Sms me if you want to chat.

2008-09-29T02:55:00.002+08:00

I just this on slyv's blog. lol. Laugh until collapse.

Watch this Video and Learn From It

2008-09-27T04:46:00.002+08:00

Best trailer of Red alert 3 to date.

Third Time's a Charm.

Command And Conquer.. Red Alert Three!
Command And Conquer.. Red Alert Three!
Command And Conquer.. Red Alert Three!

SPORE SPORE SPORE SPORE SPORE SPORE

2008-09-04T04:21:00.001+08:00

SPORE SPORE BABY!
IT IS OUT! SOMETHING TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS!!

2008-08-08T09:07:00.002+08:00

2008-07-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when you have nth to blog...

VIRGO MAN

Time is precious for Virgo man and if you make him wait, he will consider
that as an insult. He hates to hear criticism and hates to be criticize. If
he is criticizing other people, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac.
He is and he likes to be a perfectionist. He always think he is doing the
right and appropriate thing , and often he thinks he makes no mistake. He is
a bright guy and could accept comments if he thinks it can improve himself.
He is the type who well adjusted to make changes.

He will spent money carefully and spent it worthwhile. He will only
extravagant for his personnel pleasure only. He is quite romantic, a type of
guy who can drive 100 miles just to tell you how much he misses you. If he
does not care about you, he will not even spent a dime to call you locally.
Long distant special low rate call is also out of the question.

He hates rough and crude people. His woman has to be clean and dress well.
He inspects any thing in details beside being a perfectionist, so you could
be lying in your bikini with a perfect figure and he can suddenly comments
you about your big feet. If you gain 2 pounds , he may comments you are
getting too fat. Before going out with this kind of guy, look at yourself
head to toe in the mirror and ask yourself if you are really and entirely
ready. Unless he dates a model, then he will have less comments.

He is neat and tidy, so his life always in a schedule, a fix time to lunch,
the same time to go home. He is well knowledge about food and conscious
about nutrition, so you won't see this guy eating a junk food, or strange
and exotic food for sure.

You will see him in social events or party if only necessary. He is gifted
with acting, so if he says he can not go out with you because he is sick,
then you will belief him. He is a hard to please when it comes to what to
eat, how to work, what kind of a woman to date. He always neat and tidy all
the times, even if he is in the army, he will be the cleanest soldier in the
camp. He likes to speak properly with no slang. He hates laziness and lazy
people. He always act like a boring mature adults, but getting to know him ,
you will know he has his own charm.

He always see things clearly, so he is not the type to be blinded by love.
He is a kind and cool guy, but if constantly irritate with rudeness,
ignorant, or stupidity then he will show you that he is annoyed. You may see
a guy in this Zodiac dress up in an old shirt and old Jean, but if you look
carefully, you will see that his hair is neat and unconsciously he will
touch his hair a lot. His desk is always neat and if he sees small scrap
paper on the floor, he will pick it up or put it in the basket.

People may think he is selfish, because when he says 'No', he really means
it. Any favor asked , he will help but always in his own limit. The more he
see faults in others, the less he wants people to see his. If you want him
to change his faults, try to tell him gently or he could take it as an
insult.

He wants love that comes with quality, so he only has a few loves in his
life. Woman's trick will not work with him. If he breaks up with a woman, he
will also try to avoid all her friends and her environments too. He is very
picky and every breaking up, he will be double careful next time.

He can sweep woman with his charm, but he likes to keep his relationship
like a friend. He likes a sincere self confident woman, neat and clean,
perfect and tidy. A real two 'P' , picky and perfectionist Zodiac.

ok. good night.

2008-06-21T02:11:00.001+08:00

dammit, i have been lurking around.

Smells like something i've forgotten curled up died and now its rotten.

2008-06-17T03:54:00.001+08:00

Scissor Sisters - I Can't Decide Lyrics

It's not easy having yourself a good time
Greasing up those bets and betters
Watching out they don't four-letter
Fuck and kiss you both at the same time
Smells-like something I've forgotten
Curled up died and now it's rotten

I'm not a gangster tonight
Don't want to be a bad guy
I'm just a loner baby
And now you're gotten in my way

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

It's a bitch convincing people to like you
If I stop now call me a quitter
If lies were cats you'd be a litter
Pleasing everyone isn't like you
Dancing jigs until I'm crippled
Slug ten drinks I won't get pickled

I've got to hand it to you
You've played by all the same rules
It takes the truth to fool me
And now you've made me angry

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

Oh I could throw you in the lake
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake
I wont deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone
Oh I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I'm sleeping
That's why

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

2008-05-08T20:27:00.002+08:00

The story took place during the 7th month of the Chinese lunar
calendar
and
revolved around a young lad named Sam. Sam at that time was working as
a
general worker, in a small company located at Tuas.

During one particular working day, the whole of Sam's company was
requested
to work OT in order to meet a deadline due tomorrow. By the time
everything
was done, it was already past 1am and Sam was the last person left in
the
office. He was left wondering whether there were still any bus
services
at
this hour. He decided to try his luck and quickly tidied up the
office,
locked up and rushed towards the bus stop.

The bus stop was situated by a small narrow road with dense
forestation
surrounding the area. Sam waited for about 20 minutes and was about to
make
his way to the main road to catch a cab when a double deck bus
appeared
from nowhere. He hesitantly waved it down, boarded the bus and the
only
person he saw on the same bus was a frail ghastly looking old woman.

The old woman was dressed in white samfoo and black pant, attire
favoured
by maids in those early days or "Ma Jie" as they were commonly known
then.
Sam felt uneasy upon seeing her and was about to go up to the upper
deck
when a voice ranged out in Cantonese, "Young man, don't go upstairs.
Upstairs dangerous." It was the old woman.

Her comment sent a chill through Sam's bones and he figured that the
upper
deck might be "dirty". He decided to heed the old woman's advice and
grab
a
seat at the lower deck even though he felt uncomfortable by her
presence.
It was an agonizing 20 minutes journey before Sam reached his bus
stop.
He
quickly alighted and turned to steal a quick glance at the old woman,
who
stared right back at him by the window.

Without further ado, Sam hastened his pace and was fortunate to reach
home
safely.

The next day, Sam was requested to work OT and ended up being the last
person left in the office again. It was already past midnightand Sam
was
contemplating whether to take a cab home but decided against it in th
end
as money was tight. So he made his way to the bus stop again and after
about 20 minutes, the same double deck bus appeared.

Sam boarded the bus and saw the same old woman again. He decided to go
to
the upper deck again when the old woman called out to him, "Young man,
don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous." Even though, he heard it
before,
he
still felt a certain fear inside him since it's the 7th month. To be
on
the
safe side, he reluctantly took a seat at the lower deck again and
reached
home with no incidents.

The third day, Sam was asked to do OT again. By now he was feeling
dreaded
and worried as he didn't want to repeat the same process again. But he
obliged nevertheless since it's his livelihood. He was, you guessed
it,
the last person left in the office again. He made the same journey to
the
bus stop, occasionally checking his back as he walked. The double deck
bus
arrived, he boarded it and saw the same old woman again. As he
proceeded
to
go upstairs, the old woman warned him again, "Young man, don't go
upstairs.
Upstairs dangerous."

Sam was fed up with the old woman by now and decided to go upstairs
even
though he was feeling a bit scared. He saw no one else when he reached
the upper deck and slowly made his way to the back of the bus and sat
down.
Sam's heart began pounding away as he waited anxiously for something
to happen. After 30 minutes, with nothing happening, Sam went downstairs to confront the old woman and asked her why she kept saying it's
dangerous upstairs.

The old woman turned, stared at him and replied, "Young man, don't go
upstairs. Upstairs dangerous. Upstairs got no bus driver."

2008-02-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

DAFT PUNK MEET KANYE WEST!!!

2008-01-01T01:52:00.001+08:00

i aced

Visual/Spatial Intelligence

ability to perceive the visual. These learners tend to think in pictures and need to create vivid mental images to retain information. They enjoy looking at maps, charts, pictures, videos, and movies.

Their skills include:

puzzle building, reading, writing, understanding charts and graphs, a good sense of direction, sketching, painting, creating visual metaphors and analogies (perhaps through the visual arts), manipulating images, constructing, fixing, designing practical objects, interpreting visual images.

Possible career interests:

navigators, sculptors, visual artists, inventors, architects, interior designers, mechanics, engineers

Verbal/Linguistic Intelligence

ability to use words and language. These learners have highly developed auditory skills and are generally elegant speakers. They think in words rather than pictures.

Their skills include:

listening, speaking, writing, story telling, explaining, teaching, using humor, understanding the syntax and meaning of words, remembering information, convincing someone of their point of view, analyzing language usage.

Possible career interests:

Poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, translator

Wonderfalls

2007-11-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

We're bobbing along in our barrel
Some of us tip right over the edge
But there's one thing really mystifying
Got me laughing, now it's got me crying
All my life I will be death defying
'Til I know

I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
I wonder why the wonderfalls on me
I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
With everything I touch and hear and see

We teeter along on our tightrope
Some of us trip and damage our heads
Popping pills is really stupefying
Gets you crawling when you could be flying
All my life I guess that I'll be dying
Just to know

I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
I wonder why the wonderfalls on me
I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
With everything I touch and hear and see

Don't you ever think about this life
And how strange it all can seem?
Only way to find the answers out
Is to wake up from its golden dream

But there's one thing really mystifying
It's got me laughing, now it's got me crying (ha-ha-ha-ha)
All my life I will be death defying
'Til I know, 'til I know, 'til I know (really really need to know!)

I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
I wonder why the wonderfalls on me
I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
With everything I touch and hear and see

I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls (I wonder why it falls)
I wonder why the wonderfalls on me (I wonder why it falls, I wonder why it falls, it falls on me)
I wonder wonder why the wonderfalls
With everything I touch and hear and see

See, I told you I was right about the wonder-wonder-wonder-wonder
Wonderful-ahh the wonderfalls
I've got to find out from where the wonderfalls

2007-10-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

http://darwinawards.com/legends/legends1998-16.html

LOL.

2007-10-10T02:37:00.000+08:00

First, identify yourself as right or left brainperson:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.

Left thumb is below the right thumb: left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.
Look at your hands.

Right arm above left arm: left brain
Left arm above right arm: right brain

Based on 1 and 2 (order important),
below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctly read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightfoward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

i am right right. you?

2007-09-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

BELIEVE!
Halo 3 Diorama. uber cool.

http://halo3.com/believe/shell.html

2007-09-22T05:21:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep.CAN'T SLEEP.

Updates:
- Gpa of 2.3. omgwtfgg.
- THE PAY HAS ARRIVED. $$$
- Managed to convince my mum that i need rest on weekends. woot.

Having no school is fucking boring. I think i have rested enough to be motivated enough to go to school.
But at least i finally get a proper holiday to rest.
The past holidays haven't exactly given me time to take a proper breather.

I am havin a starship troopers craze now.
"These are the rules. Everybody fights, nobody quits. If you don't do your job I'll kill you myself. Welcome to the Roughnecks!"
"Come on you apes. You want to live forever?"

2007-09-10T03:35:00.001+08:00

Rocky Balboa: Let me tell you something you already know.
The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows.
It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life.
But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward.
That's how winning is done.
Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth.
But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody.
Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!

2007-09-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

3 smses dammit.
All unreplied.

Why do i even try?

2007-09-07T01:40:00.001+08:00

i was suppose to come online to do SOMETHING.
But i can't remember what i wanted to do.
HMMM.

2007-09-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

Jerry, cr, paul are gone.

2007-09-02T19:50:00.000+08:00

noui consilia et ueteres quaecumque monetis amici,
"pone seram, cohibe".
sed quis custodiet ipsos custodes
cauta est et ab illis incipit uxor

"I hear always the admonishment of my friends:
'Bolt her in, and constrain her!'
But who will watch the watchmen?
The wife arranges accordingly, and begins with them."

2007-09-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

19 years.
19 freaking years.

dammit.

Was it really worth it?

2007-08-23T03:45:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zIaqjWKgFg

2007-08-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

Pretty woman, walking down the street
Pretty woman, the kind I like to meet
Pretty woman
I don't believe you, you're not the truth
No one could look as good as you
Mercy

Pretty woman, won't you pardon me
Pretty woman, I couldn't help see
Pretty woman
That you look lovely as can be
Are you lonely just like me
Wow

Pretty woman, stop a while
Pretty woman, talk a while
Pretty woman, gave your smile to me
Pretty woman, yeah yeah yeah
Pretty woman, look my way
Pretty woman, say you'll stay with me
'Cause I need you, I'll trear you right
Come with me baby, be mine tonight

Pretty woman, don't walk on by
Pretty woman, make me cry
Pretty woman, don't walk away, hey...okay
If that's the way it must be, okay
I guess I'll go on home, it's late
There'll be tomorrow nigh, but wait
What do I see
Is she walking back to me
Yeah, she's walking back to me
Oh, oh, Pretty woman

2007-08-13T18:29:00.001+08:00

i like the name "Reinette"(pronounced re-nette).

2007-08-02T01:42:00.000+08:00

Linkin Park - Dedicated

I have a dream of a scene between the green hills
Clouds pull away and the sunlight's revealed
People don't talk about keeping it real
It's understood that they actually will
And intoxicated and stimulated emcees
Staring in the trees, paranoid, are gone in the breeze
Watch them flee, hip-hop hits
Take a walk with me and what you'll see
Is a land where the sand is made up of crushed up wax
And the sky beyond you is krylon blue
And everybody speaks in a dialect of rhyme
And emcees have left materialism behind them
Meanwhile I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will, and say what you might
But don't ignore who it's for at the end of the night

[CHORUS]
Because this is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same
And dedicated to the people advancin' the game
What's real is the kids who know that something's wrong
What's real is the kids who think they don't belong
What's real is the kids who have nowhere to run
Who are hiding in the shadows waiting for the sun

I've seen a lot of shit, I've talked to a bum
Out on sunset strip, he asked me "How would you feel
If everybody acted like you didn't exist
You'd lose your grip, probably eventually flip."
So let it be known, the only reason that we do this
Is so you can pick it up and just bang your head to it
While emcees fight to see who can be the commonest
Be floatin overhead like a space odyssey monolith
Over seeing the game, over being part of the same ol' thing
It's all gonna change in a hurricane of darkness and pain
And acidic rain and promises that you won't do it again
Meanwhile I just grip my mic
And hope me and my team make it through alright
Because say what you will, and say what you might
But don't ignore who it's for at the end of the night

[Chorus]

Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide
Pulling me close, the shadow is warm inside
This is where I feel at home, this is my place to hide

[Chorus]

This is dedicated to the kids
Dedicated to wherever music lives
Dedicated to those tired of the same ol' same
And dedicated to the people advancin' the game
What's real, everybody who doesn't feel safe
What's real, everybody who knows they're out of place
What's real, anybody with nowhere to run
Who hides in the shadows waiting for the sun

2007-08-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

"Don't Blink. Blink and you're dead. Don't turn your back. Don't look away. And don't Blink. Good Luck."

Another awesome Doctor Who Episode, "Blink".
This is the first part of the show, if you are interested;
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3lDY2RSM5wY

2007-07-28T16:07:00.001+08:00

Life is about change.
Sometimes its painful.
Sometimes its beautiful.
But most of the time, its both.

2007-07-25T18:09:00.001+08:00

Osaka Osaka here i come!

2007-07-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

Will someone please tell me its going to be alright.

2007-07-11T21:48:00.001+08:00

Updates after watching Harry Potter 4.

--QC has a crush on Evanna Lynch, who is 13 years old, who plays Luna Lovegood.
--Weijian said he was urgent so loudly that the girls sitting next to Ben started laughing.

2007-07-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

Wishlist..
Live 8 DVD set.
Ohh.. All the memories..

Gaming mouse.
Any is fine. My mouse literally rattles when i shake it. Scary thought.

Keyboard.
i am using a 6 year old one which used to belong to a Pentium 1, Windows 3.11 Computer.

Microphone.
Mine is spoilt.

Harddisk.
It seems that the illusions of "a-new-computer-with-a-298GB-harddisk-is-CONFIRM-enough" is wearing off very quickly.

Wacom Tablet.
My BenQ one does not have pressure sensors, which explains the price.

A couple of new tops and jeans.
This is very low on my wants actually.

Jacket!
I need a proper jacket. Seriously.

omfg. i think cannot end liao le.

2007-07-05T23:56:00.001+08:00

An article worth spending some thoughts on...

Focus on Problems vs. Focus on Solution

When NASA began the launch of astronauts into space, they found out that the
pens wouldn't work at zero gravity (Ink won't flow down to the writing
surface).In order to solve this problem, it took them one decade and $12
million. They developed a pen that worked at zero gravity, upside down,
underwater, in practically any surface including crystal and in a
temperature range from below freezing to over 300 degrees C. And what did
Russians do.......................................??

The Russians used a Pencil!!!
________________________________________________________________

One of the most memorable case studies on Japanese management was the case
of the empty soap box, which happened in one of Japan's biggest cosmetics
companies. The company received a complaint that a consumer had bought a
soap box that was empty. Immediately the authorities isolated the problem to
the assembly line, which transported all the packaged boxes of soap to the
delivery department. For some reason, one soap box went through the assembly
line empty. Management asked its engineers to solve the problem.

Post-haste, the engineers worked hard to devise an X-ray machine with
high-resolution monitors manned by two people to watch all the soap boxes
that passed through the line to make sure they were not empty. No doubt,
they worked hard and they worked fast but they spent whoopee amount to do
so.

But when a rank-and-file employee in a small company was posed with the same
problem, did not get into complications of X-rays, etc but instead came out
with another solution.

He bought a strong industrial electric fan and
pointed it at the assembly line. He switched the fan on, and as each soap
box passed the fan, it simply blew the empty boxes out of the line.

Moral of the story: KISS (Keep It Simple,Stupid) i.e. always look for simple
solutions. Devise the simplest possible solution that solves the problem

:-)
So, learn to focus on solutions not on problems

"If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything" "If
you look at what you have in life, you have everything"

2007-07-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

For those who haven't seen it:
http://www.break.com/index/awesome-laser-illusionist.html
http://www.break.com/index/iphone-hidden-features.html

2007-07-05T01:28:00.000+08:00

Heaven On Their Minds
Artist: Jesus Christ Superstar

You can watch the remake here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrHsLv3SJ8s

Judas:
My mind is clearer now
At last
All too well
I can see
Where we all
Soon will be
If you strip away
The myth
From the man
You will see
Where we all
Soon will be

Jesus!
You've started to believe
The things they say of you
You really do believe
This talk of God is true

And all the good you've done
Will soon be swept away
You've begun to matter more
Than the things you say

Listen Jesus
I don't like what I see
All I ask is that you listen to me
And remember
I've been your right hand man all along
You have set them all on fire
They think they've found the new Messiah
And they'll hurt you when they find they're wrong

I remember when this whole thing began
No talk of God then, we called you a man
And believe me
My admiration for you hasn't died
But every word you say today
Gets twisted 'round some other way
And they'll hurt you if they think you've lied

Nazareth's most famous son
Should have stayed a great unknown
Like his father carving wood
He'd have made good
Tables, chairs and oaken chests
Would have suited Jesus best
He'd have caused nobody harm
No one alarm

Listen Jesus, do you care for your race?
Don't you see we must keep in our place?
We are occupied
Have you forgotten how put down we are?
I am frightened by the crowd
For we are getting much too loud
And they'll crush us if we go too far
If we go too far

Listen Jesus to the warning I give
Please remember that I want us to live
But it's sad to see our chances weakening with ev'ry hour
All your followers are blind
Too much heaven on their minds
It was beautiful, but now it's sour
Yes it's all gone sour
Ah --- ah ah ah --- ah
God Jesus, it's all gone sour

Listen Jesus to the warning I give
Please remember that I want us to live
So come on, come on, listen to me.
Ah --- ah
Come on, listen, listen to me.
Come on and listen to me.
Ah --- ah

2007-07-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

Take Everything and Give Nothing Back!

2007-06-24T03:04:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't be blogging.
I shouldn't be having time to blog.
I shouldn't.
I am not suppose to.

I dun wanna study anymore.

Noun Phrase..
VPNS..
FIREWALLS..
DES..
AES..
CEASAR CIPHER..

Omgwtfbbqmrtlrtatmhdb

2007-06-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

Attractive face + Birthday + Top of "Whos Viewed me" + Featured Friends + Top of "Latest Updates" = lots of views, at least from me. rofl.

Happy Birthday, elaine.

2007-06-22T02:57:00.001+08:00

Task at hand: Grow a mustache.
Reason: An additional Layer of filter for air pollution.

I have not shaved in 12days. I think i look disgusting.
Let me try this for fun.=p

Oh yea. I got a new psp and digital camera.
Courtesy of SPH. =)

2007-06-21T22:44:00.001+08:00

Your programmer personality type is:

DLSB

You're a Doer.
You are very quick at getting tasks done. You believe the outcome is the most important part of a task and the faster you can reach that outcome the better. After all, time is money.

You like coding at a Low level.
You're from the old school of programming and believe that you should have an intimate relationship with the computer. You don't mind juggling registers around and spending hours getting a 5% performance increase in an algorithm.

You work best in a Solo situation.
The best way to program is by yourself. There's no communication problems, you know every part of the code allowing you to write the best programs possible.

You are a liBeral programmer.
Programming is a complex task and you should use white space and comments as freely as possible to help simplify the task. We're not writing on paper anymore so we can take up as much room as we need.

SMIT YEARBK!

2007-06-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

2007-06-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

I NEED SLEEP.
Can't function at this state anymore.
Clock reset need.
Do not bug me this weekend.

In this state, Ben is unable to activate facial recognition module.
I am barely even speaking to organics.

2007-06-03T05:27:00.000+08:00

New tablet! =) =) =)
Lucky me!

New router to replace the old busted one!=)=)
Lucky me!!

New desktop coming soon!=)=)=)=)
Lucky me!!

Cash flow: LOW.
Hole in Pocket: HUGE.
TIME TILL NEXT ITEM ON WISHLIST: 6 months.

6 months is a long long time.
6 months assuming i only spend 3bucks a day.(impossible)

2007-05-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

I watched POTC3 today.
REALLY REALLY NICE.
Davy Jones's tentacles make me wanna eat sashimi. roar.

Anyways.... This chant from the movie is so freaking catchy..
(I manually paused the song multiple times to get this lyrics.)

Boy:
The king and his men stole the queen from her bed
and bound her in her bond
the seas be ours and binds the powers
where we will, we'll row

Everyone:
YOHO ALL TOGETHER
HOIST THE COLOURS HIGH
HEAVE HO
THIEVES AND BEGGARS
NEVER SHALL WE DIE.

(Repeat the Caps.)

2007-05-24T03:11:00.001+08:00

Is that alright, yea?

2007-05-23T03:21:00.000+08:00

Linkin Park Hands Held High Lyrics
Turn my mic up louder,
I got to say somethin.
Lightweights steppin' aside,
when we comin.
Feel it in your chest,
the syllables get pumpin.
People on the street,
they panic and start running.
Words on loose leaf,
sheet complete coming.
I jump on my mind,
I summon the rhyme of dumping.
Feeling the blind,
I promise to let the sun in.
Sick of the dark ways,
we march to the drumming.
Jump when they tell us
they want to see jumping.
Fuck that, I want to
see some fist pumping.
Risk something.
Take back what's yours
Say something that you know
they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated
like I have before.
Like it;s stupid standing for
what I'm standing for.
Like this war is really just
a different brand of war.
Like it doesn't cater to the rich
and an abandoned the poor.
Like they understand you
in the back of the jet,
When you can't put gas in your tank.
These fuckers are laughing their way
to the bank and cashing their cheque
asking you to have compassion and to have some respect.

For a leader so nervous
in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing
like what did he say?

Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen

In my living room watching,
But I am not laughing.
'Cause when it gets tense,
I know what might happen.
The world is cold,
The bold men take action.
Have to react,
To getting blown into fractions.
[Hands Held High lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

10 years old is something to see,
Another kid my age dragged under a jeep,
Taken and bound and found later under a tree,
I wonder if he thought the next one could be me.
Do you see?
The soldiers that are out today.
That brush the dust with bulletproof vests away.
It's ironic.
At times like this you pray,
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.
There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads,
inside your markets,your shops, your clothes,
My dad, he's got a lot of fear I know
but enough pride inside not to let that show.
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine.
In the back he hand wrote a quote inside,
when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.

Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry
like what did he say?

Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen.

With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

2007-05-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

Why am i under so much pressure?
Why do i self inflict pressure on myself?
Everyone else isn't.
Why am i?

Don't pressure me anymore.
If i flare up, u will have an outburst of 5years of bottled up anger in your face.
And trust me, u wouldn't like it.

2007-05-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2007-05-15T01:45:00.001+08:00

How to Save a Life by ~illusionskeeper on deviant ART

The Fray - How To Save A Life Lyrics

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

2007-05-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

2007-05-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

2007-05-11T19:22:00.001+08:00

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

2007-05-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

You must think I'm a fool
So prosaic and awkward and all
D'you think you've got me down?
D'you think I've never been out of this town?

Damn the service center.
Didn't even repair anything and return me my com.
GIMME BACK MY WIRELESS!

*This is where i burn the city down just to show you the light.*

I attended the gm today.
And didn't pay attention.
Amidst the chaos i manage to fall asleep.
Am i really that tired?
All i had for the past 4 days was hell, but was it THAT bad?

*Are we going up or are we going down?*

It seems that boss is going to be cutting my worker's paychecks down by alot.

*Dammit. I guess it was fun while it lasted.*

JAVA JIVE.
I am starting to regret joining it.
But i guess Bastian really needs a team.
And its too late backing out now.
Bastian, you owe all of your team mates one!
We are here only because you need a team.

*Champagnes for my Real Friends, Real Pain for my Sham Friends.*

I just keep telling myself.
"If only i don't suffocate, i'll meet you in the morning when you wake."
I guess i don't do too well on my own.
The silence is too deafening .
This is the last time you fall on me for anything you like.
I always thought that I knew
I always have the right to be living in the kingdom of the good and true and so on
But now I think I was wrong and you were laughing along
And now I look a fool for thinking you were on.

*Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?*

2007-05-03T02:34:00.000+08:00

I was talking to the rain today.
I've been told you were being driven crazy
and that its keeping you away

So just give one good reason
and tell me why I should stay.
'cause I don't wanna waste another moment
in saying things we never meant to say

2007-05-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

Craig - Stephen Lynch

Everyone knows Jesus
The man who healed the lame.
Well, I am Jesus' brother,
Craig is my name.

Jesus is the Prince of Peace.
Jesus is the Lamb.
Jesus is the Son of God,
But Craig don't give a damn.

Because when Craig's in sight,
We'll party all damn night.
I don't turn water into wine,
But into cold Coors Light.
I'm not my brother, I know,
Don't walk on H2O,
But I got hydroponic shit
That me and Judas grow.

I'm fuckin Craig.
I'm fuckin Craig.
I'm fuckin Craig.
Craig Christ.

I hang out with lepers,
Barabbas, and Solemay.
Jesus' friends are called Apostles -
Those dudes are totally gay.
Jesus performs miracles,
From Galilee to Rome.
But it would be a miracle,
If he brought a fuckin lady home.

Because while Jesus is prayin,
Fuckin Craig is layin,
Every lady in the Testament,
You know what I'm sayin'?
I won't die for your sin,
Like my famous kin.
But if you've got a little sister,
Then there's room at this inn.

I'm fuckin Craig.
I'm fuckin Craig.
I'm fuckin Craig.
Craig Christ.

Jesus was our mothers fave,
All her love to him she gave.
But there's no sibling rivalry,
When he's nailed to that tree.

And now the question for you,
Is not "What Would Jesus Do?"
But where will you be
When the Craig Machine comes partyin' through?
And if the Lord will allow,
You got to ask yourself how,
And who and why and when and where
Is your messiah now?

It's fuckin Craig.
Fuckin Craig.
Fuckin Craig.
I'm fucking Craig.
Craig Christ.
Craig Christ.
Craig Christ.
I'm fuckin Craig.

2007-05-02T01:40:00.001+08:00

watch them laugh
watch them drool
watch them fall into the pool
thats diving
at them special olympics.

2007-05-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Tues without school.
Thurs without school.
Thursday is spidey day.
Wed is pre buying of spidey tix.

Time to start doing assigns.

2007-05-01T02:31:00.001+08:00

Now why do you wanna go and put starz in their eyes?

2007-04-28T01:05:00.001+08:00

More funny videos:
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101395/Rappers_on_the_Weakest_Link.html
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101597/Domino_PC.html
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101693/The_Simpsons_American_Idol.html
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101166/Battle_of_the_Drums.html
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101147/This_Guy_Finds_Out_How_to_Read_Other_People_s_Text_Messages.html
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/101155/World_s_Yo_Yo_Contest_2006_Hiroyuki_Suzuki.html
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/100778/Web_2_0_The_Web_is_Us_ing_Us.html

2007-04-27T23:48:00.001+08:00

2007-04-23T02:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to earth
to the zimbabwean aka fab
to mian (abit late=x)

I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication?
It's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all, oh...

2007-04-21T02:08:00.001+08:00

"Never Be Lonely"

People in love get fast and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
Never Be Lonely

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it
Ill never be the same without you

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they're not lonely
At least they're not lonely
Never Be Lonely

BBBBaby I think I'm going CCCCrazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But they can bloody well just try it
Ill never be the same without you

Never Be lonely

2007-04-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

Its been such a long time since i had such a fun time.
Qc, Cr, Sianwee, Paul, Fabian, Weijian, Jeremy, thanks man.=)
Satisfied a major sushi craving.
You guys better dun pick fight with lamppost when you are drunk again hor.

2007-04-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

And so this marks the end of the first week of school.

2007-04-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

The lot of sex jokes i get in my email..

Newly wed girl told mom her husband is still a virgin.
Mom : How do you know?
Girl : Last night when we made love, his cock was still in plastic
cover.
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Bangladesh Worker : Sir, me no come to work, me sick.
Boss : When I am sick, I have sex with my wife - try it.
2 hours later, Bangladesh Worker : Boss! It worked! Me ok now. You got
nice house.

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After sex, Thai girl kept fondling man's cock.
Man : Why? Want to have sex again?
Thai Girl : No lah, just admiring your cock. I used to have one
before.

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Women's lives are hard. Morning - wash clothes. Noon - hang clothes.
Evening - keep clothes. Night - iron clothes. Midnight - take
off clothes.
After midnight - find clothes.

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To make it straight, she pulls it. To make it stand, she rubs it.
To make it stiff, she licks it. To let it in, she pushes it.
True?
Threading a needle is not easy.

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Priest lost his chicken and asked during mass: Anyone got a cock?
All men rose. Priest : I meant anyone seen a cock? All women rose.
Priest: I mean anyone seen my cock? All nuns rose.

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A Sad story. A woman's husband died & she had him cremated. She then
blew his ashes into the ocean and said : Sweetheart, this is my last
blowjob for you.

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Girl : Mom, what is a penis?
Mom : When you become a good girl, you will get one.
Girl : But mom, what if I am not a good girl?
Mom : Then you will get many!

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A lawyer who was confused in his mathematics asked his secretary: If I
give you $3 million less 17.5%, how much would you take off?
Secretary : Everything sir! Dress, Bra and Panties.

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Schoolgirl : I do not want to take the sex Education class.
Teacher : Why?
School girl : Someone told me that the final exam will be Oral.

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Two sperms talking on mobile.
Ist : I'm somewhere between the fallopian tube and uterus. Are you
close by? 2nd : No boy, I am taking a different route. I am just
crossing the tonsils.

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Scientists have discovered that the lightest thing in the world is
a PENIS. This is because it can be lifted up even by a simple
thought.....

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WHITE WOMEN

First date: You get to kiss her goodnight.

Second date: You get to grope all over and make out a bit.

Third date: You get to have sex but only in the missionary position.

IRISH WOMEN

First Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex.

Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex.

20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex.

ITALIAN WOMEN

First Date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant.

Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti and meatballs.

Third Date: You have sex; she wants to marry you & insists on a 3-carat ring.

5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together & hate the thought of having sex.

6th Anniversary: You find yourself a Mistress.

JEWISH WOMEN

First Date: You get terrific head.

Second Date: You get even more great head.

Third Date: You tell her you'll marry her? and never get head again.

CHINESE WOMEN

First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happens.

Second date: You buy her an even more expensive dinner. Nothing happens again.

Third date: You don't even get to the third date and you've already realized nothing is ever going to happen.

INDIAN WOMEN

First date: Meet her parents.

Second date: Set the date of the wedding.

Third date: Wedding night.

BLACK WOMEN

First Date: You get to buy her a real expensive dinner.

Second Date: You get to buy her and her girlfriends a real expensive dinner.

Third Date: You get to pay her rent

Tenth Date: She's pregnant by someone other than you.

MEXICAN WOMEN

First Date: You buy her an expensive dinner, get drunk on Tequila, and have sex in the back of her car.

Second Date: She's pregnant.

Third Date: She moves in. One week later, her mother, father, his girlfriend, her two sisters, her brother, all of their kids, her grandma, her father's girlfriend's mother, her two cousins, her sister's Boyfriend and his three kids move in and you live on rice and beans for the rest of your life in your home that used to be nice, but now looks like a home along the Tijuana strip.

ARAB WOMEN

First Date: Mother, Father, Brothers, Sisters, Cousins, Aunts, Uncles, Friends and entire Arab community finds out.

Second Date: You are shot dead.

No third date.

A Singaporean was on holiday in Malaysia..
>
>He was having his coffee, croissants, bread, butter & jam at the hotel's
>coffee house.
>
>A Malaysian man who was chewing gum, sat down next to him & started a
>conversation.
>
>Malaysian : "You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?"
>
>Singaporean : "Of course."
>
>Malaysian : "We don't. In Malaysia, we only eat what's inside. The crusts
>we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants &
>sell them across to Singapore."
>
>The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened
>in silence.
>
>Malaysian : "Do you eat the jam with the bread?"
>
>Singaporean : "Of course."
>
>Malaysian (chuckling): "We don't. In Malaysia, we eat fresh fruit for
>breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds & other left-overs in a
>container, recycle them, transform them into jam,..... before we sell it
>across to Singapore."
>
>This time, the Singaporean retorted : "Do you have sex in Malaysia?"
>
>Malaysian : "Why, of course we do"
>
>Singaporean : "Do you wear protection"
>
>Malaysian : "Of course! We wear condoms."
>
>Singaporean : "And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?"
>
>Malaysian : "Stupid question ! Of course we throw them away."
>
>Singaporean : "We don't. In Singapore, the government secretly puts them in
>a container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them
>across to Malaysia,... & that's the real reason why we banned chewing gum
>in Singapore."
>

2007-04-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

Take this quiz to find out what’s your marriage age.

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my dads car.
[ ] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[x] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.

Sub-total: 3

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I’ve never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I’ve watched talk shows.
[x] I know what ‘credibility’ means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.

Sub-total: 6

[x] I know how to do the dishes
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I’m going to do something I do it
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[ ] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.

Sub-total: 5

[x] I can spell ‘experience’ without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[ ] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] my favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I cant go to the store without getting something I don’t need.
[x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.

Total: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] Most of my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[x] My wardrobe hasn’t changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.

Sub-total: 5

TOTAL: 3 + 6 + 5 + 4 + 5 = 23

My marriage age is 23. What’s yours?

Marriage Age
B E N - 23
Your name - Your Marriae Age

2007-04-18T00:51:00.001+08:00

Do you have the time
To listen to me whine
About nothing and everything
All at once
I am one of those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone
No doubt about it

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or I'm just stoned

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex
That's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my life's a bore
So quit my whining cause
It's bringing her down

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Uh, yuh, yuh, ya

Grasping to control
So I better hold on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
Or I'm just stoned

2007-04-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

I. need. sleep.

2007-04-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

To simply summarise it:

Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

2007-04-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

Dear jeremy.. Do you know how lame you are?

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Hello, my name is EXGE-BOT
? says:
I currently am just a empty shell with no functions
? says:
Although my creator promised to add in more soon
? says:
Meanwhile, i see no point in talking with you as i can't talk
? says:
Neither am i able to close myself, so you have to close me
? says:
See you later
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2007-04-13T04:46:00.000+08:00

i have been staring at the keyboard. Wondering what to type.
I really dunno whats there for me to say.
"I just wanna be left alone?"
"Let me be?"
"I just wanna be forgotten?"

I really don't feel like leaving the house at all.
I just like to stone. Listen to music and just stone.
Yet. Apparently there's work this weekend. Dammit.
I don't wanna go out.

In addition to that;
My jaw hurts like mad.
Readjustment of braces hurt.

2007-04-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

ISFps often have a characteristic stout or chubby, rounded figure. They often have short legs and a bouncy gait, giving the impression of a big springy ball. Their faces are usually smooth and round without any obvious projections. In moments of passionate conversation they can often swallow air like a fish. When ISFps try to explain things, they can move their eyebrows considerably.

ISFps generally appear to be soft-hearted, but can become quite assertive if required. Their facial expression can change suddenly and unexpectedly from friendly one to a stern one, especially when they wish to distance themselves psychologically from someone. ISFps are often inclined to give advise concerning will power and initiative.

ISFps have a well developed aesthetic taste. Their clothes are usually neat, colourful and radiate a warm, comfortable feeling. They like to touch things in order to appreciate their physical qualities. When interacting with others ISFps try to maintain a closeness. They are often outwardly sociable, charming and friendly. They know well how to endear themselves to others and how to make people trust them. They prefer to interact in a democratic fashion, avoiding the spotlight.

ISFps do not usually try to push friendships. If they feel that a person does not want to establish contact with them they do not insist. They usually make just one attempt and if it is not successful they hardly ever try again. They maintain contact only with people that they find interesting. ISFps find it fairly difficult to interact with people that they dislike, even if it goes against their interests. In these situations they lose their personal magnetism, and their speech may become unintelligible.

ISFps enjoy gathering and sharing interacting facts and news. However, they always add a certain degree of colour to their narrative hoping to make it more interesting. This is the reason that ISFps are rarely caught telling a story the same way twice. They can easily talk about a single subject for a considerable amount of time, especially about their recent experiences. They also like to read a variety of newspapers.

ISFps do not like to unload their problems on others. When asked "How are you?" they usually reply that they are fine regardless of weather they are or not. ISFps do not like to make promises. If someone asks them for their help they will often reply "I cannot promise but I will try..." or "If I can..." If they were not able to fulfil a promise they will continually apologise until they feel that they have been forgiven.

ISFps have a strong desire to experience as much as they can and to enjoy themselves as much as possible. They love spending time and having fun with their friends, often joking and playing pranks. They do not like to be the centre of attention, but they also do not like to be too far away from where it is all happening. ISFps behaviour can be so independent and original that they may confuse and bewilder other people. Because of this people can consider ISFps to be light-minded.

ISFps can usually only be productive when working for themselves. In all other cases it is rare for them to work hard. They try their best to avoid strenuous physical exercises wherever possible, unless it is in the course of a particular sporting activity that they enjoy.

Another behavioural pattern peculiar to ISFps is their tendency to try and stay in the middle. To be neither the best or to be the worst. This is the reason that they do not like to openly criticise people and do not get involved in confrontations. ISFps always try to keep well away from bosses and other authoritative figures. They do not like briefings and other boring business meetings. They try to negotiate on an informal level using only safe and reliable acquaintances. ISFps try to maintain peaceful relations with everybody.

2007-04-12T04:54:00.000+08:00

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm having another episode
I just need a stronger dose

Don't You Know Who I Think I Am ?

2007-04-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

Don't You Know Who I Think I Am ?

A penny for your thoughts
But a dollar for your insides
Oh, a fortune for your disaster
I'm, just a painter and i'm drawing a blank

We only want to sing you to sleep
With your bedroom speakers oh oh
We need umbrellas on the inside
Give me this night

They say
Quitters never win
We walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a room outside of my front door
That gets all my dreams oh

I could lend a penny
Of fools I am the worst of all
And I can't stop
Feeling sorry for myself

We only want to sing you to sleep
With your bedroom speakers oh oh
We need umbrellas on the inside
Give me this night

They say
Quitters never win
And we walk the plank on a sinking ship

There's a room outside of my front door
That gets all my dreams oh
They say
Quitters never win
And we walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a room outside of my front door
That gets all my dreams oh

We only want to sing you to sleep
(With your bedroom speakers oh oh)
We only want to sing you to sleep
(With your bedroom speakers oh oh)

They say
Quitters never win
And we walk the plank on a sinking ship
There's a room outside of my front door
That gets all my dreams oh
They say
Quitters never win
And we walk the plank, we walk the plank
There's a room outside of my front door
That gets all my dreams oh

Walking down a memory lane
And though together we're lost
Walking down a memory lane
And though together we're lost

2007-04-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times,
it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness,
it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity,
it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness,
it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair,
we had everything before us, we had nothing before us,
we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way . . .”
-- Tale of Two Cities.

2007-04-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

Its almost A1 with merit. No more clubbing once i hit the limit.

Close your eyes. Dry your tears. Cus nth seems clear. You'll be safe here.

I just wanna disappear.

2007-04-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

Make it new but stay in the lines
Just let go
But keep it inside
Smile big, for everyone
Even when you know what they’ve done
They gave you the end but not where to start
Not how to build, how to tear it apart
So tell it all and fill up the air
But make it loud ‘cause nobody’s there
Nobody’s there

Man.. i miss hanging out with the Purple Dragon gang.

2007-04-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

Nth right in the right brain.
Nth left in the left brain.

2007-03-29T03:39:00.001+08:00

It's all a game of this or that
Now verses then
Better off against worse for wear

And you're someone
Who knows someone
Who knows someone I once knew
And I just want to be a part of this

The road outside my house
Is paved with good intentions
Hired a construction crew
'Cause it's hell on the engine
And you are the dreamer
And we are the dream
I could write it better
Than you ever felt it

So hum hallelujah
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light

A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Til tonight do us part"
I sing the blues
And swallow them too

My words are my faith to hell
With a good name
A remix of your guts,
Your insides x-rayed
And one day we'll get nostalgic for disaster
We're a bull, your ears are just a china shop

I love you in the same way
There's a chapel in a hospital
One foot in your bedroom
And one foot out the door
Sometimes we take chances
Sometimes we take pills
I could write it better
Than you ever felt it

So hum hallelujah
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light

A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Til tonight do us part"
I sing the blues
And swallow them too

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelu
Hallelujah (Hum Hallelujah), Hallelujah (Hum Hallelujah)
Hallelujah (Hum Hallelujah), Hallelu (Hum Hallelujah)

A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Til tonight do us part"
I sing the blues
And swallow them too

So
Hum hallelujah
Just off the key of reason
I thought I loved you
It was just how you looked in the light

A teenage vow in a parking lot
"Til tonight do us part"
Vow in a parking lot
Till tonight do us part
Teenage vow in a parking lot
"Til tonight do us part"
I sing the blues
And swallow them too

2007-03-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

me, quack and junwen!

Sq and me. rofl.

Let me get out my n95 mask.. Meanwhile DUN BURN ANYMORE TREES, I DUN WANT ANYMORE HAZE!

What do you get when you cross a taiwanese pop star and a bling bling rapper?

Me with four point zero!
The new year 2s.
My table mates excluding Shawn aka "the bottomless pit" and J.O. Nathan(future president of singapore) aka Four point zero.

2007-03-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

One whole day of blasting music into my ears.....
Wooohooooooo!!

Need to get games for FOP.
Need to get 1 new station game.
Need to get props done.

Systems Efficiency: 70.6%

Really need to get things done faster.

Comeee onnn.. THINK!!!

This is FO MADNESS.

FO:Seminar
Day 1
Tiring. Although bnet and gav was basically doing everything.

Casualty: 2 Weijun and Kenneth

Day 2
My arms were never this heavy. This time i was leading and gav/cb/ michelle was doing up the backstage stuff. Their spiderweb was uber imbalanced.
Casualty: 0

Day 3
REST!!! aka make props. -.=
Casualty: A lot of masking tape.

Day 4
CAMPSONG PRACTICAL!!
Casualty:2 Qinyi, Kenneth.
Sing Campsong also need medic on standby.... Wad is the world coming to!?
OMPA OMPA OMPA!

7 Minutes In Heaven (Atavan Halen)
I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds
I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well
Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm having another episode
I just need a stronger dose

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well
Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

2007-03-25T04:24:00.000+08:00

according to her... i either need new specs or sleep.

2007-03-25T03:50:00.000+08:00

ADD! I still waiting for the rest of the photos...

fish and me!

mian and me!

I still do not know how to type a perfect tie knot. *squats in a corner and draws circles*

2007-03-24T16:25:00.000+08:00

Things to do.
1. FOP games.
2. ~~GP camp schedule (gavin doing)~~
3. Refining the game manual.
4. Nightwalk Props.
5. Amazing Race Clues
6. Blog about ADD.
7. ~~finish this to-do-list~~

2007-03-22T02:37:00.000+08:00

I saw this today.
This must be why our forums are so inactive.
HAHAHAA.=)

2007-03-18T04:38:00.000+08:00

I don't need a reason to kill myself.
I just need an opportunity to.

2007-03-18T04:30:00.001+08:00

You can say what you have to say
'cause my mind's made up anyway
I'm taking the high road going above you
this is the last time that I'm gonna trust you
You can say what you have to say
'cause my mind's made up anyway
all that bullshit you talk might work a lot
but it's not gonna work today

2007-03-18T04:30:00.000+08:00

2007-03-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

"I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,

Nothing could ever be so wrong.

It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along."

I am trying. I really am.

This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.